ok so Seattle was awesome, i loved every minute i was there. i would really consider moving there. people are crazy on the streets with their cars and their bus drivers are crazy but it is really an amazing city. tons to do and i don't think i would ever get sick of the scenery of the Cascades and the Olympics framing the city.
(these are not them...this is from our trek up Mt. St. Helens!!)
neat story! one night when me, john, and mike were walking back to the hotel, we saw a SWAT drug bust! they had two people in handcuffs and they were all standing there with their M5s (big ass awesome guns) pointed at them. it was kind of scary...the next day we saw 2 cop cars in a back ally with one spotlight on a parked car and 2 officers with their guns drawn, pointing at the same car. not to mention that the first night we were walking around we saw someone being arrested. haha not a dull moment in that city!
i think there is ben drama again. not that i want ben drama but i can't forget that phone call right before i left. but he was drunk....i wish he would call me again sober and tell me the same things he told me drunk...or im me and tell me the same things. that way i could start to think about what i need to do. what about john? he's the one that would get hurt in this. i can't do that to him NOW in hopes of something else happening. and i don't even know if i WANT something else to happen! i'm happy with him. that's all i want. to be happy again. i'm not getting into a relationship with him...i don't want to deal with that crap again.